Miracles

2011-03-01T21:19:00.002+08:00

14 years and counting!!

Words definitely speaks less than action

Thanks for always being there for me toad! Hee

2011-02-18T18:48:00.002+08:00

It's the last day of school! Time really goes by so quickly! I've spent 3 years with this crazy bunch of people already! I'll definitely not forget them and all the times we spent supporting each other!! I love you guys!!

2011-01-23T12:38:00.003+08:00

Time passes by so fast! It's going to be the end of January already! *wails* I didnt even realise it's been so long since I've updated my blog! hahahaha! Anyway, this few weeks were super crazy, due to the very heavy project, IEP! But Im so glad that poster presentation is done and now all we need to do for the module is to do up our report which is not much, as compared to the presentation! So glad!

We only have.. *finger counting* another 4 more projects which I think is nothing as compared to IEP! After next week there's 2 projects and on Valentine's Day, we have to hand up 2~ And then it's goodbye to Ngee Ann Polytechnic! Time really passes by so fast, I can still remember the first camp and how we were all so unfamiliar with the environment, the people and now, we're the old birds already! Okay, Im keeping my very sentimental thoughts to myself until the very last day of Poly life then I'll blog about them okay? Now seems alittle to soon~

About 3 weeks left to poly life, let's chiong all the way peeps!!

2010-12-31T19:38:00.002+08:00

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The year ends once again. This year seems exceptionally long actually. I dont really remember what happen in the first part of the year.. Only remembered of the long 7 weeks attachment at the childcare centre which made me find the passion for teaching kids again! Super grateful that I got posted there!

Went for the YEP Vietnam trip which made me realize lots of things and made many new friends. Friends that are for life! Haha. Of course each trip will have its own high and low points. Looking back, I realise that I could have handled it better and perhaps the atmosphere and feelings between us and them wouldnt be that bad and both groups could become one big "we" again.

Those were the 2 highlights for this year, the two events that influenced me, alot. So from there, I actually came up with 3 resolutions! First time in my 19 years! Coming up with resolutions! Hope I can fulfill and stand firm by them though!

1. Be more verbal about my own feelings. I seem to always keep things inside and not say them out.

2. Dont judge people by first impressions and expect them to live up to my expectations.

3. Wear more blouses!

HAHAHA!! I know the last one's abit .... BUT! I feel that perhaps, it's time to grow up and play my role as a 19 year old (20 next year lei!) and take care of my fashion style.. Like seriously.. So, I'll try... LOL!

Next year's going to be a tough year, I just know it. It's going to be crossroads everywhere and hopefully I can make the right choices and not regret them. I have a direction now but would I be given the chance to follow it?

Lastly, I want to say a big THANKS to all my friends who stood by me, supported me and gave me much advice! You guys are love!!

2010-12-20T20:43:00.002+08:00

It's the holidays! yay~ *sarcastic* Im still doing work as if its not the holidays and Im seriously not enjoying it! Everywhere you see, everyone's talking about Christmas, shopping, happy, couples.. And Im doing my work just 4 days before Christmas..

I think I can safely say this year's the worst year ever in all my three years of Poly life! Totally kan chiong, staying back late and often just to complete the assignment and wanting to watch my dramas and not being able to.. Sucks.. I cant wait for February to come!!

2010-12-01T20:37:00.004+08:00

Hermes gave me a link to crisscross applesauce's rhyme.. The mother sang the rhyme to her child and the child absolutely loves it! And, in her youtube channel, I found so many videos of her 2 sons' growth! Super nice.. Some of them, like the one above really made me laugh! Somemore she did up a blog each, for both of them, documentating their everyday lives, their little achievements. It's really quite amazing and if Im their child, I think I'll feel really supported and grateful that my mom is doing all these things.

2010-11-17T21:43:00.002+08:00

It's been half a month since I've updated this space already! LOL! Didnt realise time passed by so fast! Compared to how confused I was at that time, Im much more focused now! LOL! Though it's only been 15 days, I've already handed up my very first assignment of the last semester and doing up 2 assignments which are both due on Monday!

This semester's going to be such a killer.. I can just feel it.. Lots of assignments and project works! And the stuff are not that easy anymore. Lectures are boring, nothing seems to get in anymore.. Is it the lecturers' fault or mine? Sometimes I try to understand them.. I mean we're student teachers, they're teachers.. Shouldnt we understand how they feel when we talk to a class who doesnt seem interested? LOL! I really tried.. But I just end up looking spaced!

Anyway, I've decided to apply for Wheelock and see what happens. Im totally fine if I dont end up there as I have like 2 back up plans which I know one of them would definitely be the path for my future! LOL!

2010-11-02T20:54:00.002+08:00

Wheelock College people came to give a talk today. They really.. made me even more kan chiong on what to do after graduation. Of course the program sounds good, everything will be made into a rosy picture before it starts. However, I feel that it's not the stress that Im afraid of. Rather Im more afraid that I'll regret the choice if I choose Wheelock. Is this really something that I want or am I just going along with what my parents think it's the best for me? Then what if I do apply and dont get in? Then where should I go next? Should I start applying to Universities now or when? But what do I really want to become in the future? Is it really to be a teacher? Or is it something else? There's just too many questions and confusion and there's no one who's been there and done that to advice me.

Sometimes I really envy those who are so sure of what they want. Most of my friends are in the course that they want and they didnt regret choosing that course cause it's really what they want and they're ready to struggle it out for their dreams. I really envy those who can so readily tell me what they want to do after their graduation. Really makes me feel, why am I the only one still stuck there, stuck at the bottom while others are so sure already? Why? I wasnt a person of no dreams when I was little.. What happened that made me have no more dreams?

Where can i find someone who offers good advice, assurance, warmth, inspirations, hopes and dreams?

2010-10-27T21:53:00.002+08:00

Start of the very last semester! Times really goes by soo quickly! In another few months, I'll be out of Ngee Ann and wearing my graduation gown! Anyway, it's the 3rd day of the official start of school! And Im feeling really tired out already.. I dont know why either but it seems that almost everyone is feeling the same way.. Feels as if school has been going on for a few months instead of just 3 days! Maybe it's cause of the consecutive early mornings for me.. Really a killer.. Grace and I were only able to talk on the first day to school. Past 2 days were spent sleeping on the shuttle bus! Hee~

Just a short update~ No exams this semester! Yesssahhhh!!

2010-10-07T23:58:00.002+08:00

LOL! Mr sweet, would you appear often to make me shuang and brighten up my emo days?

2010-10-05T12:19:00.002+08:00

2010-09-30T21:10:00.002+08:00

Im back, im back!! The YEP trip was really.. totally fun and very rewarding! At the beginning, I was still like sian about the trip.. Cause didnt really know anyone and yet Im going on a trip with them! But thanks to Peiqi and her blur-ness and everything, made lots of new friends, even some really good friends where we would always have late night talks and gossip sessions!!

Im really grateful to this trip that I made many friends and they made me reflect alot on the experience, even on things where I didnt think I would reflect on! They make me feel like I've not been reflecting much on events that have been happening and Im not thinking deeper. And they're like my juniors la! Im super proud of them and I just know, they're going to be really good teachers in the future!

I think through this trip, it made me see things so much more clearly and that actually, there are much more bigger problems out there, problems that are so much more important compared to others. Im not sure how to explain it.. Just, I feel like I've gained alot and Im much more open compared to the pre trip me! LOL! Im so going to hang on to this bunch of people, the people who opened my eyes to bigger things out there!!

2010-09-14T20:19:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow, I'll be going to the city of Vietnam! I'll just post a really short post. Im feeling really nervous and worried as the people Im going with... well.. I dont really know them that well.. And then Im scared that, I'll starve to death. As in.. You know how weak I am~ Feeling faint if I dont get food. Hehe.. I sound so much like a glutton!

Hopefully everything goes well for 2 weeks! Wish me luck!

2010-08-27T14:22:00.001+08:00

Slack.Watch videos.Vietnam trip.Slack.Watch videos.New semester start.

2010-06-26T21:39:00.002+08:00

Messy table from doing all the activities for my learning corners.. I cant even see the surface of the table anymore!

2010-06-09T18:06:00.002+08:00

It's day 2 of my attachment and i still havent get close to my partner!! LOL! She's really quiet but I notice that she like Shinee so I guess that's going to be how i start my conversation if there's time? LOL! Her mom brings food to the centre as well!

So far, I really really like this centre alot. It practices the theories that are taught in books/school and it really produces very good effects on the children! The children there are so well behaved and there's no clinging of parents during their arrival time in the mornings! It's really a first! And my host teacher was from Ngee Ann too! She just graduated not long and she's really nice and super friendly! I guess, this is my dream centre? LOL!

For today, I really feel accomplished! I think I gel-ed with the kids quite well today? LOL! One of the girls told me that she loves me already! And when I was leaving today, the host teacher was playing who stole the cookie from the cookie jar and one of the kids mentioned my name la! Super happy! In the previous centres, no kid remembered my name la! Anyway, back to the game.. So he mentioned my name and I said who me? Where cannnnnnn~~!! And i pretended to faint. The kids were all laughing away! Then the host teacher told the kids that I was leaving already and to say goodbye. I said it back in return and that I'll see them tomorrow. One of the boys, told me that I must return tomorrow OKAY!! LOL! That touched my heart man.. He's one of the naughtier ones but when he's in a good mood, he can write nicely and I thought he didnt really liked me! Heng heng!!

So far so good, i hope this carries on!

2010-06-06T10:04:00.002+08:00

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Super Junior Super Junior Super Junior.. So near yet so far...

2010-06-02T18:07:00.002+08:00

Attachment is going to start soon le.. Being the kan chiong spider, i went down to my centre just now to observe the children alittle.. Im taking the Nursery 2 kids this time and seriously they are adorable! And so well disciplined and well mannered! Im attached to their teacher and she was a Ngee Ann graduate!! Yayy~!! She's like so young but so in control you know? I hope I can be like her man... And all the kids adore her and all! She was very helpful, giving me details on the children, their work and everything! I didnt even have to ask much, she just explained everything! Base on today, I think I'll have a fun time with them? LOL! But my mentor was way strict.. Then her room was quite small and the light was super white and it made me really giddy.. Then she kept talking to me, I keep nodding and look at her and I actually felt dizzy! But at that moment, Teacher Ong (Nursery 2's teacher) came in and I felt I could breathe again! LOL!

I super love this centre la! Why havent they post me to this centre earlier! It's like they have many teachers and Teacher Ong has only 9 children! The nursery are split up into 2 groups! Isnt that so much better! But then again that means I have to take all 9 of them for supervision liao...

Anyway, ending randomly again! HA!

2010-05-24T22:23:00.002+08:00

Today's ECH graduation and it made me feel really uncomfortable.. I mean Im happy for them la.. But so worried for myself.. No wonder this morning I wasnt in such a happy mood like usual.. My intuition skills have improved! *proud* Anyway, I think Im getting more and more worried especially since Im going to the childcare centres in another 2 weeks time for a full 7-8 weeks attachment and I think Im going to die there.. Like seriously.. All the planning of lesson plans, learning corners and materials.. I wonder if MOE thinks teachers are wonderwomen?

2010-05-21T21:51:00.001+08:00

2010-05-19T14:40:00.002+08:00

Im a happy kid! LOL! Gathering at Vivo on Saturday and as the time grew nearer to dinner time where Wei Jun and Esther were joining us, I made everyone excited and nervous! LOL! I was really feeling quite nervous at seeing Esther! 'Cause she's smart and cute.. What if I made myself appear dumb or something.......... Which could happen! But anyway, it turned out fun! We ate super fast, like within 10 minutes or something and when we start thinking how much the bill might be, the guys were all trying to clear all the leftover! LOL! After that, they went to the fruit cake shop nearby but I couldnt tag along so it's super regretful as I heard from Joyce that they really bonded together with Esther.. Crappy.. I wanted to bond too....

Okay, another random sudden end! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2010-04-14T20:50:00.003+08:00

Went to Vivo today and watched Date Night together with my mom and sis! The show was super hilarious la! Really really enjoyed the movie! Also saw some mediacorp shooting there too~ Went to Page One and saw this super super cute angel cup there! The wings come in a many many different colors but I love this color the most! The white was yellowish and well, it didnt look as pure~ Didnt buy it though, have no use for it anyway~ by the way, they even have angel cups that are smaller in size! Super adorable! For the use of girly tea parties~~

2010-04-07T20:38:00.003+08:00

Dip course has ended! Yes, finally! And Im going to graduate with a diploma in Business as well! I think I did the worse for this module. I totally threw away 10 points for this test but urgh, whatever. It's over. That has always been my theory!

You know why I'd always read people's blog? Those around me would know! I'd always check if they updated their blog whenever Im bored. Been reading sixpegs' blog and well, I think from her entries, I've really learnt alot of her, about the things that made her down, the things that make me thing: Hmm will I face them when I grow up, when Im her age? She's not that old la! But really, I think what she's going through it's like so real and I think so many people are going through the same thing and well, I guess reading blogs makes one think alot of the future. Especially if you're reading a blog belonging to someone older than you. It makes you more kan chiong for the future and more wary that you dont allow yourself to face the same obstacles/challenges that the blogger has faced.

To make it clear, I think professional bloggers, such as sixpegs, are super good. I dont know how they can always make their entries full of life and makes me want to have that sort of talent and life too! LOL! But I guess, everyone's unique and I shall, I will find my own unique point!

www.sixpegs.com

Salute to all professional bloggers!

2010-03-29T19:46:00.002+08:00

Went to Genting over the weekend! The bus ride was damn killer la! But when we reached there, all's forgotten! Especially when I won the super big bear for my sis at the theme park! It was one of those game stalls, they give you rings then you have to toss and the ring must land on the bottles.. Hard to explain lei.. LOL! But, whatever! This bear was really heavy la.. Somemore have to lug back to S'pore!

2010-03-21T11:04:00.002+08:00

My current song obsessions:

2010-03-19T09:40:00.003+08:00

I HAVE IMPROVED AND AM BACK ON TRACK!!! YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(Academically only of course!)

2010-03-17T11:13:00.004+08:00

(Picture stolen frm bestie.. *giggles*)

Had a super happy small outing with two of my favourite people and a super short meet up with my gor to pass him his present!! I feel old as I type this out but.. I think when I was young, I didnt really appreciate my friends.. But now when Im getting older and all, I feel super happy whenever we can have a meeting with old friends! Seriously.. I feel that they give me an enormous amount of strength and make me feel really happy and fortunate to know them!

Had Fish and Co. yesterday for dinner and I felt it was super super nice... LOL! Okay.. Im going crazy with the 'fortunate to have friends' mood~ But.. AHHHH!! I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

*sneaks away*

2010-03-14T21:22:00.002+08:00

I think most of my friends have been wondering where to go and what to do after graduation.. Im thinking the same too.. Especially more so after my second year where I have put in effort and tried my hardest but the results seem to get worse.. I sometimes wonder if just a heart to love children is enough to teach them, to educate their little hearts and minds and brace them for the world that is so ever changing.. Will I ever be that teacher who would be remembered by them even when they grow older? Whenever I carry out my lessons, I would always evaluate and think just what do these children think of my lessons, of how I react and did I manage to get closer to them with every interaction...

My feelings have changed since I first stepped into the course of my choice.. When I was in my first year, I didnt really expect much of myself and the course, just took things as they were.. But now when Im in my second year, I start to worry more, on whether my choice was right, on whether did I improved, on whether I would pass this year.. I dont know.. I think I get more worried and scared every birthday.. Especially eversince my 16th birthday.. Things seem to be changing so fast and drastically that I havent even had enough time to think it through carefully and Im already regretting my decisions..

As I get through my course, I feel worried about what career path I would take when I graduate.. Where will I be when Im 21? Will I really be a childcare teacher who is more capable of handling children? Or will I be studying for my degree in children psychology? Or if I would have left Singapore for another country? I want to figure out what exactly do I want before I
hit the big number 20... 'Cause I feel that when I hit 20, I want to be an adult who knows exactly what I want and how to get it.. I dont want to be still in confusion and just tagging along to what my parents have advised me to do.. I want this life, to be made of the decisions that I have made and the job that I have picked for myself.. I want to have a job where Im happy in and that pays for my meals.

You know DisneyLand's slogan? Where dreams come true. For the children, it is definitely a place where their dreams come true.. But for me, it had a different meaning.. For me, I feel that as long as we work hard towards our dreams and passion, things will definitely look up.. But for me, what exactly are my dreams? What do I want to be? When I was young, I would tell you that I wanted to be a teacher/policewoman/air stewardess, etc.. I had my dreams when I was young.. Many things that I wished to learn too.. Like the piano and guiter. But I never did.. Now, things have become so compeitive that I wonder if I should stick to my childhood dreams and create a new one from scratch? I really dont know..

Now, my dreams are so different from the course that Im taking.. When I was in my upper secondary, I always wanted to be a photographer.. To travel around the world, taking photos of the many precious moments and events happening everyday and sharing these photos with everyone.. When I was young, I also thought of being an air stewardess where I can travel around the world with the pretense of my job! But now, I dont know.. Let's just hope someone will guide me this year and well.. let my transition of 19-20 to be a year where perhaps dreams can come true!

2010-03-12T20:38:00.002+08:00

Eat and eat and eat.. This has been my daily schedule since the end of exams and I think I've become a zai nu le! LOL! Been catching up with my videos, and mostly just relaxing.. Nothing much has been going on either but Im back to school for a week on 30 march for my dip plus program! Think it's the last session already! Yay!

Havent been able to meet up with friends yet too! Must definitely find time to meet up with them and show them my new fringe! Think they're so going to laugh at me liao lor~!!

2010-02-22T22:20:00.009+08:00

Looking for the blogshop that sells unique clothes? Looking for the blogshop that has clothes at reasonable prices? Looking for blogshops that has a cute model? Well, Struttt certainly has made its impression by meeting all of the above requirements!

Struttt is a newly established blogshop, set up by my bestie and the cute model in the pictures is Jodi! Yes, the pretty girl you see walking around in Ngee Ann Polytechnic! Anyway, the main point isnt her (or maybe for some of you out there, it is!) but the clothes that Struttt is selling are fashionable, comfortable and at an affordable price! What more can you ask for?! Pictures you say? Sure, I'll show you some close ups on the clothes!

Going on a date? Want a feminie dress to make the guy go wa kao.. I didnt know she was that girly!! This is definitely the dress for you!

Want a little black dress on nights out to clubbing? Look no further~ Friday night out with girlfriends! Casual, smart and pretty enough to let the guy at the next table stare at you~ And my personal favourite, casual going to school attire! Do I hear you say: " Eh.. Why never sell bags de huh?!" Dont worry, this blogshop never fails your expectations! Bright and cheerful bag available to brighten up your gloomy mondays~

Have an ultra small lappy and want a fashionable bag to carry it around? This cute petite is the ideal bag for it!

Okay, enough for the little teaser there! Struttt is officially having their launch tomorrow at 8pm so keep your eyes peeled for 8pm tomorrow night and start shopping!

Website: struttt.livejournal.com

2010-02-22T20:06:00.002+08:00

YES YES YES! Hellooooo Holidays! Feels so good that I dont have to study for about 2 months? Really happy that this semester is finally over! I think this semester totally sucks la! So many projects and assignments! Lucky some of the lecturers were nice enough to extend the deadlines if not we'll all be dead! And the thing is this semester I think I was quite focused and all but results are even lousier than last semester's! Totally cannot figure out why~

But whatever, I'll worry about it when the results are released! LOL! For now, rest and relax time is the most important!

2010-02-13T16:28:00.002+08:00

Hello to the 2nd day of my 19th year! Thanks so much for the people who wished me! Really happy that so many people remembered and wished me either on msn, blogspot, twitter, facebook or sms!!! Though there's something wrong with my phone! Made me sad that only a few people smsed me to wish me when I woke up yesterday morning.. But it was actually my phone problem! LOL! Silly me~

It's Chinese New Year Eve so Im not going to start studying~ So sian right.. I mean.. It's a public holiday and I dont want to dampen the festive mood! As if~ But I promise I'll start on Tuesday, which it is a must as Friday's exam day already! After the exam on Friday, Grace and I are going back to the childcare centre for some event.. I cant remember what it is but who cares, as long as I can see the children!

18th year-- this year has well.. Made me reflect alot of things and my brain has actually improved to moving the bad things to the back of my brain so that they only pop out occasionally! Im really happy in poly, thanks to my clique there and happy that my secondary school friends hasnt forgotten about me as I dont really take the intiative to contact them!

So on this 2nd day of my 19th year, and also Dolly's birthday (Happy birthday ben dan~~), I want to thank everyone of my friends, especially those who wished me! I want everyone to be happy this year okay. Healthy and happy! And that will make me happy as well! Love you guys and thanks again for making yesterday a day that I feel loved!!!

P.S: Happy Chinese new year!!

2010-02-07T15:19:00.000+08:00

2010-01-26T11:05:00.002+08:00

After this week, I'll be free of projects and assignments! Except for one, that is. But anyway, most of the things are almost done~ But exams are in a month's time and it's kinda stressing me out. LOL! 'Cause I dont really listen to the lectures of the two modules that are examinable. But, I can say for my whole class that nobody really listens to the 2 modules too! Hehe

This semester has been wow.. Been sleeping really late and doing assignments so much that I cant even catch up on Kpop anymore~ Much less talk about updating my blog! Im doing this during one of the lectures that are examinable lei! Nice right! LOL

Anyway, everyone taking exams, let's stay strong together and work hard together! Pull up our GPA together too!

2010-01-06T20:07:00.000+08:00

2009-12-31T21:39:00.002+08:00

It's my last post of the year. Finally, 2009 is ending and another year is beginning in another.. 2 hours! This year, I have achieved quite alot I guess.. Loss a few things but gained alot in return... Man... I like getting older and Im totally not liking.. I dont like getting seeing my age go up, I dont like getting more responsibilities, I dont like to think what Im going to do in my life and where I'll end up when Im 25 or something.. It's all so vexing and every decision I make always impacts someone else and when the result isnt good, I get blamed.. If only we can always be kids where adults are always so much more compromising and nice.. Now we have to be the rational/smart/decisive/responsible adults.. I dont like it mannnnnn.....

Enough of the dont likes.. Now.. On to likes.. I really hope next year would be better even though I think I'll start crying out of stress in mid January.. I just saw the number of projects/assignments due on the same week... Crap... This is going into my list of dont likes again! Okay okay..Focus... Erm... I like the new year.. Erm.. Red packets? Long break? But long break=exams before the break right??? Crap... Forget it, let's not continue this likes list.. I dont like new years... LOL!

Okay, enough of the complains.. This year was an okay year. To me, I think Im trying very hard to mature but it's not an easy thingy when you have to be around kids every Monday! But Im trying la.. Also, I think my clique has bonded pretty well this year, more inner feelings are heard and we're beginning to really really love our inner voices too! Friends have been doing great too, relationships are quite steady for some so Im pretty happy about it too! So far so good and I really hope they stay happy together! And I think this year I have really matured in terms of my love life, I have learnt how to not compromise on my type of guys. I have stuck firm on what I want and not take what comes my way! So Im pretty happy about that too!

Hmm... The new year.. I hope it'll be a good year.. Like maybe Super Junior coming to Singapore or something? LOL! But for the new year, I really hope that everything good stays and bad stuff just shoo and buzz off! I also hope that my loved ones will find their half apple and that everyone stays happy and healthy!

Not so emotional this year, maybe it'll kick in tomorrow or something? I dont know.. If it does, I will post it up~ Otherwise, everyone stay healthy and happy!!!!

2009-12-25T08:41:00.002+08:00

(Credits: deviantart)

Good morning peeps! And MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! Another year ending. Phew! This year was certainly no joke! LOL! I'll write out my reflections later (31 december), it's just too early to reflect! Hehe~ Though they say reflection is an every minute kind of thingy but not to me~ LOL! I'll post again on Thursday, I promise! I even got the picture ready!Though.. I didnt personally take it, I did go around finding it from deviantart! LOL! Merry Christmas!

2009-12-21T14:42:00.002+08:00

School's officially out and when Im done with my lesson evaluation, Im free for the next 2 weeks! Yes! Like finally la! Today has finally arrived, the field supervisor came to assess me. Im just super happy that I passed though I know it myself that I didnt really do it well.. Lucky I have a good field supervisor! Super heng!

Everyone's going overseas and all... Im totally bored at home la... I also want to go somewhere... Anywhere...

2009-12-12T12:21:00.009+08:00

Yes yes, Friday has come and gone! But, i had so much fun yesterday! Had lessons in the morning, nothing much there.. Then headed down to NYP after lunch in school. NYP's freaking big and I didnt manage to take pictures! Crap.. 'cause.. there were always people there and it seem kinda weird if I start taking pictures and all right.. But it was really really nice!!!

Then waited for Guoxiong with Xinrui~~ Nice Xinrui~ LOL! She accompanied me as I was totally lost and intimidated by their school people! Still think Ngee Ann people look friendlier! And their school has more lockers than there are sockets!! Anyway, Guoxiong finally came and off we went down to Novena while we joked that Velocity was actually Square 1~ I dont know why yesterday I was super high and happy and was practically laughing at every small thing and I actually found velocity=square 1 funny.. But now.. like not so liao... LOL! Anyway, went walking around updating each other then Joyce came and we just sat in front of Monsoon and saw the famous hairdresser with a weird hair and Mark Lee's wife and kid~ Nothing much.. Then Wan ru and Scze We came! Super happy about seeing Wanru... And of course Scze We! Then we just talked and talked and talked! Then.. we ate at some Korean restaurant which I totally didnt take note of the name! The above was our side dish~ Only like the ice cream lookalike potato thingy.. Then the 6 side dishes came~

Then while our meals were on their way, we quickly took some photos~

Joyce totally forgot to take our main course and only remembered when we were halfway through our meals! Our conversation kept flowing and flowing, like we're all still in the same school! And of course we gossiped! Even Guoxiong took part alittle in it! Super fun and well.. Makes me kinda happy that we decided to have this dinner~ Could this be the happiest dinner with friends in my whole life?!?!?!

Then we continued to talk and sat down at Coffee Bean though Wanru and I preferred Starbucks but there wasnt starbucks there.. Didnt stay there for long as I had to rush off home but was super super fun and relaxing! Should do this more often lor!

Last but not least, our one and only group photo taken by the waitress there.. Which is blur.. Man.. Cant she take a better one!!!! Anyway, must have more outings like this in the future!

2009-12-09T20:23:00.005+08:00

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Holidays are going to start in another.... one week? But whatever, it's E learning week next week and Im so treating it as my holidays have started this week! Super excited about this coming Friday! Finally meeting up with Joyce, Scze We and.... Guoxiong! How rare is that?! Okay, maybe it's cause when we meet up, we seldom call someone else! But..Wa.. So long never meet each other already and I've really miss them alot sia! Going to take a million and one pictures on Friday!

Grace and Hui Hui's gone to Vietnam and it's been super hard on me da jie and Patchy.. So sian, it just doesnt feel the same and perhaps that made me realise that everyone of us has our own part to play in our clique!

Anyway, everyone's going overseas for holidays and I want to go too.. But still not sure on any details.. Hopefully I get to go somewhere.. Anywhere is good!!

Will post up Friday's photos asap!!!

2009-11-24T19:25:00.003+08:00

Finally, no more rushing to driving lessons, no more planning of where to fit in driving lessons! Im finally done with it! I guess Im really lucky to get such a nice tester! I totally brushed against the kerb, didnt signal, didnt check the back during vertical parking and a whole lot more but he still let me passed! Must be my good deed this morning in helping Yvonne to carry that huge stack of notes! Was thanking the tester alot after he finally told me I passed! I totally wanted to cry cause I really thought I was sure to fail!

The only crap thing is.. I lost my IC.. Im almost sure I left it at the customer service centre! That time was really a blur! I was registering for my license then I had to go down and take my picture then my instructor brought me to photocopy my results cause he wanted to keep. By then, I totally forgot about the whereabouts of my IC liao.. But Im sure it's there! I hope.. Mom's going down to help me claim! I really really hope it's there! If not Im so dead la!

Immediately called my friends and told them about it, but not without pretending I failed first! Ha! All of them fell for it and were quite worried and start consoling me then I told them I passed! LOL!! I guess through that I saw my true friends? And maybe perhaps that was when I didnt feel that happy le.. Just someone i thought would be super happy for me, she didnt had any reaction...

Anyway, after worrying soo much yesterday and today, Im finally relieved though my heart's still beating quite fast(scared that I dropped my IC), maybe it's the aftereffects~

Thanks to all the peeps who wished me goodluck and those who anxiously waited for my results!! Thanks alot! Love you guys!!

2009-11-21T12:20:00.000+08:00

2009-11-19T14:44:00.009+08:00

Flood in school! What more can I say! Seems like the end of the world is coming nearer and nearer! Must travel to my favourite parts of the world before it ends!

P.S: Today makes me feel that school isnt important anymore!LOL
The most epic video from today too! Ngee Ann is sooo falling apart!!!!
Click to view: http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=185021536713&ref=mf

2009-11-16T19:48:00.002+08:00

What a rough day it was today! Super eventful and tiring.

First stop, Childcare centre, implementing of lessons.. It was horrible... I thought they will be super active but it seems like they're physically my age! Ha! So Im not old at all... So now I have to change my second lesson plan and hope that by December when the field supervisor comes, they will be okay with the lesson and participate more lor... Anyway, today there was a lack of teachers and I ended up cleaning up a cutie's butt as he passed motion. He was totally adorable but I still cannot accept the smell!! LOL! He insisted on squatting and shitting even though he was diapers! And after shitting the first piece, he continued squatting even though there wasnt any coming out! Adorable~

Next, bathing the K1s.. I was wet from kneecap down sia.. They seriously get on my nerves.. It's like they're bullying me instead of me bullying them! How did it come to this! They were constantly daring their friends whom I was bathing to splash water on me.. Super pissed and by the last child, I threaten that if she dared to do that, she can just stand at the corner with the soap on her hair and I'd just walk out. Pissed... But afterwards, calmed down as they seem to calm down with their tactics!

Bused back to school and Grace lost her phone on the bus! Thanks to the super nice NUS guy, she got it back! So maybe after every gray cloud, there's a ray of light! Maybe, maybe..

I feel like my bones are breaking today, especially my ankle, its acting up...again.. thanks to those kids!! But anyway, lucky that this week's e learning week, can rest and plan my battle for next monday again!

2009-10-30T19:11:00.002+08:00

This is the wonderful camera that I've been so hyped about! The white slim angel. When I first heard of the name, I immediately wanted it in my hands! It's a vivitar, wide lens series! It's light, attractive, takes good photos and most important of them all, it's white! I really really love it and maybe sometime soon, I'll get it... Who knows.......

2009-10-28T22:00:00.005+08:00

Haji Lane's sale drove me crazy.. I went there to meet Joyce who cabbed down but I didnt want to inconvenient her la.. So I proudly and confidently say that I'll go there myself without even knowing where was it! Lucky for friends and alittle of my smartness, I found it! Actually I would have found it like super early, even walked past the lane! But some people vandalized the sign and thought I saw Hajj Lane so I just walked past it... Thanks vandalizing dudes!

So, at the shop, there were alot of things on sale and the cameras, were super beautiful.. My camera, the white slim angel, was cheaper than outside and on blogshops.. But I hesistated to buy cause as Patchy told me, she doesnt use it often and she goes out even more than I do! Would I even use it!? Though I really really love it alot, I didnt buy and Im regretting it now.. Will post the description of the camera up later! So we walked around and came into this shop selling expensive stuff and had beautiful atmoshphere so we posed for a photo!

And after all that walking, we went to Illuma and it was so quiet, it was as if it was super late or something (which wasnt, it was ony 6+!) We ate at Chang's (Korean food) and they had a huge screen showing Korean music shows! Super happy about it! Also, the food was super nice and the service was good as well!

We had chicken barbecue (super huge portions!) and cheese ramen which was super nice la!

And this was the view we saw when we were outside and I was awed but afterawhile, the lights dimmed so was alittle disappointed.. And when I got home, I feel that I miss my white slim angel camera even more! Crap...

2009-10-20T21:30:00.006+08:00

(All pictures credit to deviantart)

I searched the phrase "Growing up" and I came across 3 pictures that I really really like and it seemed suitable for my mood/phrase now.. The third picture had a short description that the uploaded wrote which I found really meaningful:

"‘grow up’. How many times have you heard this? How long ago?Growing up doesn’t mean giving up everything you were to become someone new. It does not mean giving up your dreams, even if they sound crazy – that’s their beauty. Growing up doesn’t mean forgetting about yourself. Unfortunately, that is what happens in most of the cases.Just think for a second. What were you, when you were a child, and what are you now?After you've lost your childhood, you crave for it... but it's in vain."

I feel that what the uploader wrote was really really true and people often forget that they have to let their inner child out once awhile if not you'll get lost in the bright lights of the city.. The second picture also had a short message attached to it as well:

"...desperately grasping at your childood as the door closes and it darkens into the past. "

I know, those younger than me reading this will be saying old bird to me.. LOL! Yes yes but you'll get here one day too hor you stupid young bird!!! And for the first picture, it's a photo of the kitten, Bob. I dont know why when I first glance at him, he showed me hesitation.. And it seemed suitable for my theme for today! As we grow older, we tend to hesitate alot cause we know of the consequences behind our actions and somehow, when this happens, the things that we plan to do in the first place didnt seem so fun anymore.. If you get my drift.. Then suddenly, you become a very sian, boring person..

It's night time and Im an emotional being again.. Read back my past entries and I found out how innocent I was in my entries, treating the world outside my safety bubble... I was looking at thing so happily and from my point of view now, that didnt seem like me writing at all.. LOL! Can I have that brain back now? Feel as if my brain has aged and I've become a boring and sian person le.. That time, specifically 2007, life was so easy and happy, everything bad didnt last long and there were always people to cheer me up 24/7. Not that those people arent there anymore but the problems we're handling are so much more chim than homework and exams.

And of course that time, there was a prospect of someone special though that person has found happiness elsewhere but we're still in contact and friends and that im happy for him. That love seemed so innocent, it felt weird when I looked back now...

So... that was first love....

Anyway, it was so long back! So, back to growing up.. I just want to thank everyone that I've met so far for growing up with me, forcing me to grow up, standing by me as my tears fell and when my smiles surfaced and laughter could be heard a mile away! Thanks everyone! Love you guys lots and.. Stay happy and healthy!

2009-10-18T21:30:00.002+08:00

Waited for the holidays, come and go...

Waiting for entertainment, come and go...

Why did it have to go so fast?

Cant time just stop and hold?

2009-10-16T23:05:00.002+08:00

2009-10-09T17:35:00.003+08:00

SAMANTHA TEO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

You old woman~~ MUHAHAHAHA!!! Sorry that couldnt really celebrate with you lei..But hope that you'll always be that happy and hyper! Though those smacking can lessen.. LOL!!

2009-09-26T16:10:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIHUI!!!!!

Hui ah!!! It's ur birthday!! You this old bird!! LOL!! I hope that you'll always be happy and be more confident in yourself!! I'll always be there for you!!! Just sms me and wait about.. 1 hour later? LOL!! Happy birthday!

2009-09-17T20:19:00.005+08:00

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Ahhh... Finally, blogspot is up and running! It's been soo long since I've last updated though Im still the same-o-same-o me! Just with coughing and sniffing... Sorry to my friends who I've let down once again due to my fever! Sorry!!!!!

Everything's the same, nothing much going on, just staying at home, recovering, playing games and watching dramas.. Ah, this is definitely the life.. Where can I sign up for this job??

I think I've stayed at home too long that I didnt even realise that tomorrow's the release of exam results...! Scared? What for... I know that I didnt do well this semester.. I just hope that I didnt get too low a score, that's all...

You know how sometimes people hurt others just for the fun of it? I really hate it.. I mean I dont see the fun of it.. And afterwards, you say that you're sorry and that you regret it.. What's the use? It's already been done, hearts were already broken, tears were already shed.. And now you say you want him back... You know he's never coming back... After all that hurt.. That's nothing a simple sorry/regret can do.. But I guess, people can always hope, hope that he's happy somewhere and that perhaps one day, when he feels better, he'll return...

The world is scary I know... The world hurts people I know... The world slaps you and says sorry... I dont accept it.. It's makes me think that perhaps people will be much nicer to each other when they werent so well off, so advanced.. Now, almost everyone has an ipod/handphone and countries are threatening to bomb you if you dont listen to them.. Why is this happening when we can all live in peace..

Crappy world... *covers blanket over head* I dont ever want to face it...

2009-09-02T11:10:00.002+08:00

Holidays have come and.. suddenly Im a stay at home baby.. LOL! Just give me food, toilet, laptop, charger and food, and Im here to stay forever.. Really, Im super happy when I get to just stay at home and slack and slack somemore! But whenever I check people's blog and they're out there and Im in my little cave, I feel... well.. Old? LOL! I just feel safer at home I guess.. The outside world is just too scary for the old woman like me~

2009-08-24T20:21:00.001+08:00

Holidays, here I come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-09T11:25:00.001+08:00

Studying in progress

2009-08-04T12:43:00.002+08:00

Ha~ Lazy to type the above out again.. So just snipped it out from Twitter! It's been awhile since I last blogged and... again, I feel that I have nothing much going on in my life to type about? Exams are approaching and, finally, holidays are on their way! Finally, that's all I can say... I dont know why, perhaps I've been withdrawing myself? I dont know. Feel better alone but then again I want someone to be there for me? I know, weird with my messed up brain of assignments exams and driving.. Haha..

2009-07-22T11:24:00.002+08:00

See the tomato pasta and chicken chop Hui drew for me~ LOL! Both of us are practically starving in our Academic Writing class~ These days, life is so boring, filled with projects, projects, no food, assignments, long distance walking, crying kids, not much Super Junior/Lollipop and video watching. I guess that sort of sums up what kind of life Im living now? Haha

2009-07-06T21:39:00.003+08:00

Man.. I really need dinoteuk and magician Donghae now!! Dinoteuk can shoot down all those assignments/bad things/naughty kids for me while magician Donghae can magically turn my stack of assignments to stacks of dust instead.. Anything, anything but bloody assignments!!

-only the clouds are free to make funny faces at me-

2009-07-01T09:01:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday my angel! you are really the reason for me to smile when Im down.

And also to make scream like a fangirl!! Love you forever!

2009-06-28T21:16:00.000+08:00

Eunhyuk says school reopens, Sungmin goes AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

2009-06-27T23:55:00.002+08:00

Dinoteuk/Kibum's adventure in Tampines Giant!

2009-06-17T19:27:00.005+08:00

Went to Science centre today~ But didnt went in la.. Just hanged around outside.. It's for a project and I think I walked alot today.. Or maybe Im just getting lazy.. LOL

The lion that I took a picture of along the way at West Coast Plaza~ Alittle blur but I kinda like the effect~ Kinda like the dementors sucking away his happiness.. Kidding!

And of course, zebra and his elephant friend! Was a super long day today and my leg hurts.. Man, Im getting old and weak.. Crap..

2009-06-11T08:42:00.000+08:00

HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!!!~

2009-06-10T20:41:00.001+08:00

See what my silly friends thought of me? LOL! this is soo true, they know me soo well! Love them to death!

2009-06-08T15:38:00.002+08:00

It's Monday! Finally the last week! Now Im at Financial management class, hearing the lecturer dron on and on and on about something which I have no idea of.. LOL!

Today's a super day at the childcare centre. I think it's the only time when Im super happy! I carried out my lesson plan well, though the children involved were less keen to do than the children not involved.... But today, my favourite boy, finally called me jie jie and wanted me to feed him!! Ahhh!! Super happy! He's so cute and naughty! Love him!! He's kinda been ignoring me eversince the first day where I tried to pacify him but was chucked another child to take care. So I had to leave him.. But today, he finally talks to me and plays with me and asked me to feed him!! Ahh!!!!

But the crap thing is that Im not going there for the next 2 weeks. I think by then he will forget le.. Xiao hai zi all one kind.. Kay la, will end here for today, assignments left last part of FP evaluation! YES! Hehehe! Relaxation, here I comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2009-06-07T15:56:00.003+08:00

Dont they look at ice-cream? Been really busy these days especially this past week. Everyday feels like a torture and I actually slept at close to 1am last night just to finish off my assignment! It's been really crazy, feel like my brain juice is getting dried up! Thank god that next week's my last week and then holidays! But Im sure the endless assignments/group project are going to kill my R & R...

Man, I feel really drained out and just tired.. I just want to sleep and not wake.. Man. I dont know why the suddenly mood swing.. This feels weird. I have been feeling weird mood swings this week! I need my chocolate ice cream nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!

2009-06-01T21:25:00.002+08:00

Today is really.. A day of fun, laughter, sweat, craziness and blur-ness! In the morning, went to the childcare centre as usual and I know how to help them wear their pampers le! Super happy about it! But the sad thing is that I still cant really communicate well with the children! And so the product done by the children didnt go very well.. Super sian.. Dont know how long will I be able to teach them well!! So there goes the sweat!

Went to school and sat outside the classroom for our lunch. Was super hungry, Grace and I finished 1 bottle of drinks each and ate our meal. LOL! Then, went in for Financial management and super funny today. Sha and I were playing restaurant city and she needed lime. She turned back to da jie and asked if she had lime. Da jie totally didnt know what she was talking about! HuiHui said.. go market and buy la.. I dont know why, that was such a killer.. Now as I type, doesnt seem so funny but when I think back.. I still can laugh about..

Then, after lesson, went to print our DLE assignment and ITBD notes. Another funny part.There were alot of people there so we had to wait. During that wait, there were a bunch of rowdy guys. There was this guy wearing a striking yellow singlet and he was filling in this form which his friends were all rushing him. He called up to his dad to ask for his age. This was how the conversation went:

Guy: Hello, you how old huh...
Dad: (this part I assume cause I couldnt hear) who are you??
Guy: MAcus la!
Guy: you how old huh..
Dad says his age
Guy: Then mummy lei?
Dad replies
Guy: huh..mummy 45 already ah? Then bro is 10 right?
Dad: 11
Guy: HUH! 11 already?!

Just this short part is super funny. There's more but..hehehe.. Super funny. Sha Grace and I were all controlling out laughter! And as we walked to the bus stop today, we were all recalling the funny parts! And we met him at the bus stop!! LOL!

Went to the printing shop to print right? We all left our laptops on the chair and print. The computer was acting all weird la. We clicked handouts and it came out page by page la! In total, we printed 120 pages. Cool right! We could believe our eyes and the auntie said cannot stop the printer..So lame lor.. Just want to cheat our money.. Then, we left the shop la.. Super tired already but still laughing about the guy and then.. I remembered.. Where were our laptops?! LOL! We actually left it at the shop! Seriously.. First time I forgot my lappie!

Then, on the bus, I said wa 151e, nobody on the bus de, super good. Then, really, there werent many people. Was going to Ubi to print out my results slip but.. the thing was.. Nobody stopped along the way and..when I pressed the bell like 2 times, there was no light on the bus stopping sign! When Grace turned back to see the expression of the others on the bus, she said there werent any expressions! It's like.. alittle weird.. And the bus only stopped like.. 2 stops along the way? I think the bus ride was only half an hour. Seriously.. So have to go down tomorrow to print.. Sian..

Kays, long and exhausting day but.. Fun.. Hehehe.. Beach, where are you?

2009-05-29T22:06:00.002+08:00

Went out with these 2 ladies today~ Super fun and it's been soo long since I last saw them, even long since I last saw Scze We and she was repeatedly asking if I missed her not.. Which I refuse to give her that satisfaction.. LOL!!! And Joyce with her wacky website!!! I still dont know how she knew I wore my watch for 6 years le! Or was it a lucky guess? LOL!

In the afternoon, due to some event, really made me feel dumb.. Seriously.. It's like the 5th time Im doing this already and yet.. Im still not doing it right and when I get stressed and angry with myself, it gets worse! Seriously.. Dont know what's wrong with me! Urgh.. But there's nothing chocolate ice cream wont cure~ LOL

You know I've been taking all these do you know me quizzes on Facebook and I think.. There's no way that I can ever score a 100% on anyone's quiz! I think.. there isnt anyone who really knows you true and through.. There are always secrets and maybe that's why we never stop talking. LOL! It's through talking that we find out more and more!

But another thing.. Little kids like to talk so much but when they're really young, no one understands them but yet they still continue talking.. LOL! But as we get older and acquire that language, we tend to talk lesser and lesser until there's a day where you cant be bothered to talk.. Why ah.. I know sometimes the more we talk, the more mistakes we make.. But.. is it because of that that we talk lesser? Hmmm

Anyway, another random thought.. I love my kids.. But will there come a day where Im tired of being a teacher? And suddenly I find out that this isnt what I want afterall? By then, would I still hang on to it just because I have the experience?And also.. ah...nevermind..random thought another day~ By the way, take my quiz on my Facebook profile!! LOL

Live life well and.. take everything with a pinch of salt~~

2009-05-23T18:13:00.007+08:00

This is already week 5! Whoa, time really flies and Im sick this week. Again. Just tell me which week I have not been sick. But this time, more serious, took MC even! LOL! Had fever, sore throat. Not swine flu la. And last night, I lost my voice and taste! Till now, everything I eat taste weird and so I dont feel like eating.. Can diet le~ LOL

But this is not a good time to lose my voice! I have to implement my lesson to my 3 year olds on Monday! How am I going to talk to them?! Die. And I so dont want to have a make up lesson!! By the way, this coming week is E learning week! Might be going bowling this Wednesday with da jie they all ba.. Maybe.. Then Tuesday have 2 tests which I think Im so dead. I totally dont know how to manage my finance la! What balance sheet, what credit account, debit account, I dont know la!! I just want a pass. Please!

Things havent been going well lately. Tired and burned out by everything. Suddenly, everything seems so complicated and I just want to hug my laptop and sleep and never wake up. Not that I want to commit suicide or anything la. I still want to go Korea and meet my laogong and boyfriend afterall! LOL! But maybe I just need a break from all those crap. I want alone time but at the same time, I want to be with my friends. Or maybe for now, I just want to be able to talk... LOL!!
Kays, nothing much's been happening la.. Will end here~ drink more water peeps! And pump that chest boyfriend! LOL

Gif picture credit to.. erm...the person I took from which I forgot who it was.

2009-05-18T14:32:00.000+08:00

Hot new performance~

2009-05-12T20:12:00.001+08:00

It's out! Finally.. Couldnt help smiling at the mv!! LOL!! 13 handsome guys~~

P.S: Talking about guys, there was a shuai and tall guy on the bus today! And he lives near me somemore.. Must open my eyes big big when I walk around in my neighbourhood next time!! LOL!

2009-05-11T15:31:00.003+08:00

It's been a week since I last updated and seriously, Im totally tired out.. I have like... 6 lesson plans to do and.. week 6 I have 2 tests. This week is already week 4 and I have no idea what I have learnt in Financial Management.. Totally blur out and.. I feel bad that I havent studied anything.. Really.. Feels as if Im still 0n holiday, just that I still have to go to school.... And today, I didnt really eat lunch.. only a teriyaki chicken sandwich.. LOL! But Im still hungry.. Give me food!!

The only good news is that my 13 favourite boys are having their repackaged album released on Thursday and they have a new song released already!

2009-05-04T15:32:00.002+08:00

Looky looky, at my 2 favourite people on earth! Muhahahahaha!! Today's my first session at the new childcare centre and it was raining so early this morning that all I wanted to do was to go back to sleep. It's always like that. Mornings where I can sleep in, the weather is always soo sunny and warm. But when mornings where I have to go out/school, the weather's so nice to sleep. Crap.

Got there too early so waited outside for Grace to come so that we can go in together. Im with the toddler's class and.. they cant really speak and they totally cried their lungs out. I was at the K2 class when I first came in but a teacher told me to go over to the toddler's class to help the teacher out and "chuck" me this crying child which I carried her so awkwardly and tried to pacify her. I went over to their classroom and there was more crying children!! Luckily another teacher came and helped me carried the child while I went over to another crying boy. He was quite cute but crying buckets and rubbing his eyes. I talked to him for the longest times but he didnt even want to reply me. But, it got better and he sat in my arms~ and he wanted to walk around the centre with me! But then.. remember the crying child at first? she was crying super loudly and she held her hand out to me. So, I was carrying a crying child and holding onto a non crying child who looks like he's going to cry again. Then the teacher led the boy away. Saded. I totally didnt know how to handle the crying child in my arms and thanks to the same teacher who carried her away. Phew!

In short, it was a long tired day and.. I saw them bathe.. Made me feel so shy and I didnt know where to look!!! Anyway, look at the 12 amazing men~ LOL! I was screaming the word "so hot" the whole time I was watching it.Enjoy!

Credits: Codeanalysis@yt

2009-04-30T09:35:00.002+08:00

Teukie and I both need a break... This week is really.. Really power.. I feel super tired everyday and I sleep at 10+ everyday.. I feel like dying already. Monday ended at 830pm, Tuesday ended at 5pm, yesterday ended at 6p, today will be ending at 7pm.. I want to die already!! And also, I have been subbing half of Super Junior's StarKing epsiode and really.. I really hate that video now.. I dont even want to watch it anymore. I have never felt so strongly about a video before lor.. I am never going to sub videos anymore on Weekdays. IT'S KILLING MEEE

And today, it rained and I have flu.. Wa... thanks ah.. I want to die le and now it's so freaking cold and I ate medicine and Im still sniffing. Crap.. I want to go holiday!!!!! And I just remembered I havent bought Xinrui's present yet and I have absolutely no time next week. Attachment starts next week at 8am.. 8AM!! I think I just died again or whatever you call it.

Okay.. I shall end off with my ending phrase and standed greeting: I WANT TO DIE *sigh*

2009-04-23T21:52:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow's the last day of the 1st week of school so decided to update you guys early on the new semester! Yes yes, Im in Year 2 le. Dont know why, I feel soooo old! I want to be fleshie(insider joke~ LOL) again lei!! This semester, Im taking.. 7 modules and.. totally sian. I only like the tutorial teacher for Mathematics for Young children, Academic writing teacher & Infant and toddler teacher. It's only the 1st week and the infant and toddler's teacher's sick! but we've met her before and she's super nice..but this means that we will have a make up lecture+tutorial!

Anyway, see what my laogong and boyfriend are doing? Seems like doing homework and yes, I have 1 homework this week and yes, I have completed it. LOL! Okay. It seem like they are reflecting? So I wanna reflect too! Hehehe~

Okay.. This week though it's only the first week, I feel really stressed out and there are so many shows that I havent caught up on! Assignments will be coming in and I dont know if I can cope. LOL! Yes, this is my reflection of my very first week and Im already saying that!! Also, I've decided to join Korean culture club with da jie! Takes place fortnightly on Mondays. I guess that's the only thing Im excited about ba.. But thinking about it. By the time I reach home and Tuesdays start at 9am, I think my Tuesdays will be flooded with sniffing and tissues. LOL! Also this week, I feel that.. I hae grown childish. Maybe cooped up at home for too long? Feel like I've become very insensitive and hesitant about things that I shouldnt hesitant and also have been really selfish. Also feel that I have offended a few people with my insensitive words. So, if I have offended anyone reading this, sorry sorry sorry sorry!(I can sing Super Junior's sorry sorry to you if you want me to!)

Kay la. Bad things aside, many good things have happened also! Meal times with my clique always make me soooo happy! That time had lunch with them and da jie's sister and it was super funny. Hui Hui was super funny unknowingly and da jie, Farhana and me always make fun of her. LOL! She was eating her rice and she looked up and saw her friend. She then smiled with her rices that puffed up her cheeks. Super funny image. We imitated her and as I was sitting beside her, she will always stare at me, super unfair! And there was another time when she took out her handphone from her pocket and as she claims, it came flying out and she tried to "save" it and it seemed like she was suddenly scratching herself furiously! LOL!

Man, it's time to be sentimental again.. LOL! tahan with me kay. The thing that Im super happy about this week was that few weeks ago, I saw Leeteuk's name tag at Comics Connection and I was so tempted to buy but didnt. Then, this week, Hui Hui just magically gave me that particular name tag! I was really super happy about and whenever I look at that name tag.. Wa.. I tell you, it just brightens up my life! I know that even though they keep teasing me of liking Leeteuk who is 8 years older than me, saying that I like older men and that he isnt handsome at all, I know that, that's purely teasing and that they dont mean anything! And these days, I have grown to appreciate my clique of friends so much more and seriously, Im so glad that I found that and that... I LOVE THEMMMM!!!

Ending note: I LOVE THEM SO MUCH, I hope that we'll never ever quarrel!

P.S: Eh.. Please dont think that its just of the nametag then I appreciate them even more hor! It's cause of the lecturers, keep asking us do reflection and all. And after doing the academic writing assignment, then I suddenly cherish them even more de!

2009-04-20T20:46:00.003+08:00

School has started and Im a year 2 student le! So fast.. Today, Im totally like the baby in Eunhyuk's arm.. Total sian-ness. But it was great seeing all my friends and the school was soo lively! And now I have a CCA too! LOL! Korean Culture Club! Signed up with da jie today at the CCA fiesta..

Today's financial management was boring and I totally didnt pay attention to the lecturer.. I dont even know what's her name and I didnt learn anything today.. I must really start to get into the mood of going to school le! Let's jiayou together!

Eunhyuk oppa, make my sian-ness go away!

2009-04-14T21:41:00.006+08:00

Went out with Sha, da jie, Patchy and Farhana today~ Just reached home so Im super tired, let the pictures do the talking!

See that Farhana sneaking on us taking weird pictures!Tsk tsk tsk!See da jie trying to kiss Sha and jealous Patchy stopping her.. LOL!! Im not going to post all the pictures, there are simply too many! So, lastly, a picture of how they all tried to molest me:

LOVE THEM!!

2009-04-11T11:39:00.004+08:00

Went to Kbox yesterday with Joyce and, it was really my first time though it's just at Hougang Plaza! And they actually serve bentos and let you sing for about 3 hours+ for about $14!! I think not bad lei.. But I totally need someone to go there with me 'cause I dont really know how to operate the buttons on the remote control sia.. LOL!! Also, there was this waiter.. Super funny de.. 'Cause I was sitting at the place where when you open the door, you see me. Joyce was at the blind spot.. So we ate our bentos and it was cleared le la..

Then, this waiter just came into our room and we immediately stopped singing. Then he was carrying 3 bentos in his hand. Then.. He didnt say anything and just stared.. He stared at me, I stared back and I really didnt know why he had to take soo long to figure out that he had the wrong room. Really funny! Then he was the one who returned us our change as well. We went to the toilet together and when we came back, he was standing outside our room waiting for us. Good service I must say!:D

And also, I found out that I have lost touch in the Chinese Music Industry!! There are songs that I use to know how to sing really well and yesterday, I forgot most of them and I think I sing better with the original singer singing softly in the background.. Without the original singer, Im lost! LOL!! But overall quite fun though it was really really cold~

And yesterday Suju lost at Music Bank, again!! Hope they win later at Inkigayo!!!!

2009-04-09T12:35:00.002+08:00

Next semester's class timetable.. The latest class ends at 6pm.. Sian.. And look at the schedule on Monday.. We only have an hour for lunch and to travel back to school! I will be super skinny by the end of next semester.. Really...

By.. I saw the lecturers we will have and we have Lavina!! We had a lesson with her last semester and she was super nice.. But other than that.. We also have..Suriati.. She also seem super cute and funny last semester too.. Wonder if they will change once they're teaching us formally not.. Next semester's going to be tough~~

By the way, the Diploma Plus program ending yesterday which I didnt stay the whole day.. Was sick with flu so I went back during lunch. But didnt miss out much as they only played 2 other games~ The course was okay la.. Was boring and all.. But I think.. Think la.. That I've learnt alot.. After the first day, we all were saying that dont want to continue le.. But now.. Seems not bad lei.. Anyway the next module for this will take place during the September holidays, still far away.

Kay, will end here for today.. Want to go on a holiday!!!!

P.S: Hope and pray that they will change the timetable!

2009-04-04T20:43:00.002+08:00

Im back again! Just suddenly realise I've been neglecting this blog.. LOL! So.. I went to see my past entries.. Particularly entries from July 2007 onwards.. And.. Comparing to the style of how I wrote my entries before, I feel that during July 2007-September 2007, I have really changed.. Seem so different.. And perhaps, as people, some people just bring out the best in others while others bring out the worst.. Perhaps at that time, I met that someone who made me more mature, confident, happy and responsible..

At that time I remember learning alot from him and, that period of time was really fun. Though there were sad times too, he always made them go away like the wind. I still remember the Saturday we met in school for Physics extra lesson. I arrived early so I messaged him and he came down from his house. That time, I really thought I would never meet another person more gentle than him.. Maybe, I would never..

I also remember another time, in Physics class again.. We were doing an experiment in the Science room.. He was the one doing, with another girl who liked him at that time and they stood close to each other while showing my clique so that we could write down the measurements they were calling out. I was sitting in front of him and.. I got jealous but I didnt say anything.. I mean.. That girl was my friend too, how to say and besides, it seemed alittle silly.. So I just kept quiet and looked at them. Then he suddenly looked up to look at the ruler to read off the measurement and he looked at me, ignoring the ruler.. Then.. He somemore had an assuring yan sheng in his eye..

There was another time when he got jealous of a guy who sat beside me during E maths class.. He didnt talk to his friend the whole lesson and kept quiet. After lesson when he was packing up, I went over to his table and grinned at him then he smiled. His friend then said wa, finally smile hor, after 2 hrs of lesson.. LOL!

Then there was another time, the day we broke up.. I was walking from the school bus stop to school for the night class.. I remembered telling Joyce what happened in the toilet.. That time, I didnt feel anything, Felt numb.. Then we sat outside the Cabada Lounge and I told her how the memories seem to flood my mind when I came back to school today. But before I could finish the sentence, I started to cry. Seriously, I was kinda shocked myself. I have never cried over someone before and that was the first time i cried so badly. That time, I just wanted to cry..

Yes yes, Im thinking back again.. I dont know why either.. But this time.. Maybe it's not late enough yet.. I feel that I still can cope and though the memories are still fresh in my mind. Anyway, just something I wanted to get off my chest, dont mind me~

2009-04-04T09:36:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, my jewel boy!!!!!!

2009-04-03T07:38:00.003+08:00

I've gone back to school! And school has not even officially started! Im going back for Dip+ which only lasts 6 days every holiday and if I pass all the 3/6(forgot how many modules there were), I can graduate with a Diploma in Business!

Today's the 3rd day and I feel like Im going to die already. The first day was really boring and all I could think about was to go home and sleep. Seriously.. Everynight, I feel so so tired, I dont even know what I did to make myself so tired! And those mood swings! Seriously, I dont know what happen lor.. My da yi ma is coming la..Late that is. But still.. It has never happened before and.. Ahhh!! It's killing me!! Just come and get it over with la!! Qi si wo le.. All I want to do now is to sleep, sleep and sleep somemore. I seldom get high. Even if I do, it's only for like.. 5-10s? LOL! Yea.. Then later I get all moody and sian le.. Crap. Even da jie noticed at yesterday's lunch, asked me why I was so quiet..

I think over the holidays, due to me not being to go out so often, I have lost my means of communication. I found out that these days, my online personality is so different from my real self.. As in..when Im online, Im more high.. But reality, I cant get high.. Totally sian.. Nowadays, I dont know what to say to my family also.. Get pissed very easily.. Seem to return back to 2 years ago de September that period..

Then last night, my parents were watching television but I was so tired, all I wanted was to sleep at 9pm.. And since my sis was sick and couldnt take the fan, I was sleeping in the hall and my parents watched until about 10.50pm.. So I covered my head with my pillow and I seriously dont know what happened, I started crying and crying! I dont know why also.. LOL... This is getting so weird la.. I think.. I have D.E.L.L! I even came up with a name for my weirdness while crying last night.. Depressed, Emotional, Lost, Lagging.. Seriously.. these few days I feel that my brain isnt there.. Which is crap..

Kay la, will stop here now~ Will update again another day..

P.S: I want a shoulder to lean on too hyukjae...

2009-03-27T21:46:00.000+08:00

THEY WON THEY WON!!!!!

2009-03-24T10:54:00.003+08:00

It is often said that dreams are opposite of reality but is it really true? I use to believe that until I found out that dreams are not opposite of reality. Instead, dreams are what we want to believe in, what we want to see happen, deep down inside.. I had a dream that I broke up with my then stead and I actually woke up crying about it. In reality, of course we broke up and somehow, I didnt shed a tear at all..

Last night, I dreamt of that particular person for the 3rd? 4th? time. But this time, I can still remember it clearly, to the slightest detail of what we were wearing and where we were heading to. I thought that it was better to leave him alone, the way he wanted after thinking it through alot and even talking to my brother about it.. But.. this dream.. I didnt cry when I woke up, instead, there was a deep longing in my heart and immediately after I woke up, it started raining..which was what I wished for these few days but today..isnt a day to rain sia..

This dream.. was in a sense, part of my memory ba.. The dream showed me the best part of my memory of him and it seem so clear, just like it happened just yesterday.. I dont know what I want now.. Besides, he wouldnt want the ending that I've always wanted.. So why bother to think about it again! LOL!

Just want him to be happy~

2009-03-20T10:21:00.002+08:00

It's been so long since I have posted something in here! As in.. on what's going on with my life la. And it's also been so long since I've posted Shinee pictures here! LOL!

Actually nothing much have been going on, feel as if Im wasting my holidays sitting around everyday in front of the lappy. Im not earning money, not going out, not learning anything, just sitting around.. Which totally sucks.. Feel worthless.. Especially yesterday, yesterday.. was counted as one of the worst days of 2009. I think.. Should be in the top 10 worst days ba.. LOL! Yesterday I was like. Onew(the guy on the right), feeling short, dumb and feel that there isnt anyone more dumb than me..

Today, Im like Jonghyun! The first thing I woke up today after washing up was to turn on my lappy and check my results!! LOL! Okay la.. Quite happy that I've passed everything! Super happy about it and I also had an A for Creative Arts! Who would have thought of that! The lecturer was saying that she failed alot of people after we handed in our first individual assignment to her.. And, it turns out most of the cohort dislikes her.. LOL! But I still passed! The only thing I cant seem to figure out is Field practicum.. I can never get a B for this module lor! Dont know what's the problem!! But, so far.. Not bad not bad, improved in GPA and number of As! LOL!

Kay la.. just a short update on my life la~ Firstly must wish Pengrui gor happy birthday!! Though I've already wished him on the actual day, doesnt matter if I wish him again right!:p LOL! Anyway, gor, happy birthday, wish for you to be happy and healthy everyday! I'll support you in your every decision! Then.. Next.. I've starting to sub videos, from Chinese to English and.. It's super tough de.. Everytime I sub finish one video my shoulder hurts like crazy! LOL! But.. Worth it la~ At least I've started on something new! Besides these 2 things like nothing much le ba.... I have been dreaming about that someone also.. Again... LOL! Just last night actually.. But..whatever!!

So, it's already almost the end of March le.. I want to go on a short trip! To anywhere, I dont care! Just bring me out!! I cant tahan being in S'pore anymore!! Even if go Malaysia also can.. Bring me outtttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-16T12:17:00.001+08:00

2009-03-13T23:28:00.002+08:00

Both videos are in HD!! click to watch! Super hot!!!

Videos credit to codeanalysis@youtube

2009-03-09T12:46:00.001+08:00

It's finally OUT~~ And man it rocks.. At first, I didnt quite like it.. But now, I've come to memorising the chrous le.. LOL!! But I still cant find my boyfriend and laogong's voice in the song sia.. And I've listen it from this mornin, 9.30 until now and yet still hasnt found it yet!! Urgh!!!

2009-03-07T11:25:00.001+08:00

Their short teaser dance steps.. Super funny.. The way they tried to speak in English.. LOL!! Adorable laogong and boyfriend! LOL!!!

Credits to sugarzai@youtube

2009-03-06T23:07:00.006+08:00

Super Junior's 3rd album teaser MV IS OUT!! AHH!! JUST KILL ME!! THEY LOOK SO..SO...SO... SHUAI!! And it sounds sooo catchy!!!!!! ahh!! My laogong is looking so hot!!!

Lyrics:

Let's dance SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY

Your eyes are dazzling dazzling dazzling

I am suffocating suffocating suffocating

I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy baby

credits to: rinko07@youtube, who took it from SAYUU/OKAERI @ SJ-WORLD.NET

Lyrics credit to: GAIA & SAYUU @ sj-world.net

2009-03-02T23:35:00.004+08:00

I turn off the time to wake up before the alarm clock resounds

I don't know why but I can already remember you

I wonder if, before I know it, I'll forget

even the miracle of being able to meet you for one hundred minutes

Will I end up forgetting even that I've forgotten?

Heavenly days

in the room in the pocket of my heart

I look for your vanished warmth

Even if there's no way to feel you ever again

I'm locking up those days that are still a bit warm

Tired of walking

I sat down and was at a loss

if you were with me

we could have talked about something like our unbearable dream's fate

I couldn't say it by the ticket barrier

I wanted to say

That I feel "Thank you" are maybe words much sadder than "goodbye"

Heavenly days

I wonder if I could smile properly

At the scene of our last kiss

I couldn't even grasp your shivering hands, not even when my tears fell

Now that it's too late, they overflow when I'm alone

2009-02-25T20:49:00.002+08:00

Look look look!! see my five loves~~ *content sigh* LOL! Man.. I think this year's seriously the best birthday ever.. I mean I got most of the things on my wishlist!!!!!! Im so so so so super duper happy about i!!

The first picture is da jie made for me de lei!!! I tell you ah.. When I first saw it.. Wa.. I totally cant stop laughing and smiling! It's total love la!! DA JIE, I LOVE U!!!!!!!AHHHHHH!!! The pictures are super high quality and I know how much it costs sia.. She made a board of my favourite people and 2 more smaller versions of what I did for her for Christmas! Really really really LOVE IT!!! Must start planning her birthday sia.. If not how to match the one she gave me??? And the two books! Super shiok de.. I have the whole collection now and I didnt even pay a cent!! Thanks Hui er, Grace and Sha!!! Really love it!! But hui er ah.. You wrap with too many layers of newspaper le ba!!! LOL

This year, Im really really happy, things have seem to be going well though my heart keeps feeling something bad's going to happen.. I dont know why either.. By the way, gor, cheer up kay.. Must know your priorities and I know by the time you see this, your exams will be over.. So another advice.. Take things slow and easy and I'll always support your decisions! And.. Im sorry that I cant be there for you when you needed me just now.. Really sorry..

To conclude, I want to thank everyone for their wishes and presents!! Really appreciate it and I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOVES~~~~~

2009-02-21T21:21:00.005+08:00

WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! EXAMS ARE OVER!! LOL! And Im saying as if I have tons of exams when I only had one! Which was today! Yes.. Today, there are so many people in Ngee Ann that I thought that it was Friday!!

The paper was easy but I was put in a lousy area.. I was the first person and well.. The seat sucks. You know when you're so nervous about the paper when your lecturer actually told us that it was so tough then you're cold due to the strong aircon and you see your seat.. I tell you ah.. My table had dust.. On the wall facing me was a long leg insect crawling around! Hoe can anyone feel good about the paper!! And when I was sailing through the paper, I look up and saw the long leg insect crawling on a spider web.. Or whatever it was that made it seem that it was crawling on air.. It was happily erm.. dancing? Or swaying or whatever.. I was freaking scared that it will jump on my table and commit suicide! Not scared la.. But..disgusted..

Anyway, left the exam hall half an hour early and waited for my clique for half an hour before they showed u and I didnt even get to speak to Patchy today!!!!! Then after the talk on Diploma Plus, da jie said that if I went Jurong Point with them, she will chop off her head and so... I went! LOL!! And she still hasnt even chop of her head yet!!!!!! da jie! Owe me your head ah!!

It was super fun there la! The shops there are wa.. Super nice la! All the shops' names all never hear before de. The funniest thing was the silly Farhana got tricked by Sha to try and open this candy box.. And Farhana got electric shocked!! And she screamed la!! Piang.. Super paiseh la! The whole shop was looking! Super funny de.. Action City's toys rock!

It was really a great day sia. Maybe ranked in my top few favourite days? LOL! Never have I laughed until like siao and have seen da jie behaving like.. Erm.. like a child.. LOL!!!! Kay guys, will end here!!

Loves!

2009-02-14T00:00:00.004+08:00

Happy Valentine's day!! As promised, Eunhae!! Time really passes so far.. Still can remember last year's Valentine's day la!

Eh eh..by the way, thanks to all those people who wished me! This year was definately different from last year.. Dont know why, there were actually quite a number of people who Im not as close to now who remembered! So sweet la.. Super happy!! Had a long talk on Facebook with Jovyn. My junior in Drama who I met during this year's DPA but I couldnt remember his name.. LOL! He's off to NYP lei.. Wasted, if not I can tease him somemore.. LOL! He's applying for relief teaching too! So maybe we can relief teach together~~

Happy belated birthday to that ben dan dolly! That fellow is always teasing me and her reactions to me sudden lift of hand to her head are always so funny la! I just have to slight lift up my hand, pretending to hit her head and ta-da, she'll move away.. LOL!! Super funny! I used to tease her like that and so far, since the last time I saw her, she still has that silly reaction! LOL! Anyway, ben dan, 1 year older le, be smarter hor.. And dont skip school le la.. Aiyo.. like that how to graduate huh! Be smart smart kay!

Kay.. Lastly, here are the lyrics to my favourite song, take it as a tribute to Valentine's day:

Kim Yoo Kyung - Starlight Tears

The bright white star light shields my tears.

In the warm wind, my tears fall.

Can you feel it?

Quietly whispering facing you, this quivering feeling...

On a white piece of paper, I draw you.

Your warm smile embraces me.

Perhaps this is love.

Even though I try to close my two eyes, I can only see you.

I will be waiting for you.

I will wait for you.

No matter what, I won't show my painful tears.

You let me know, a lie-like love.

I won't let go, because it's simply you.

I'm walking in the memories of being with you.

My heart is brimming with tears.

What should I do?

Even in my dreams, I miss you.

credits: CHARM* @ soompi.com

2009-02-12T00:00:00.014+08:00

I know I said that I would put on Eunhae.. But.. I forgot to take their pictures la! They talked for 2 days 2 nights then when I saw them this morning, they fall asleep! LOL!Kay.. Enough crapping.. Today is....

My Birthday!! Yes yes, Im older again.. LOL! Today's also my blog's.. Ermm... 2nd birthday!! Yeah!! 2 years and 279 posts le..Time goes by really fast, Im in Polytechnic le, End of 1st year le.. So many things have changed, some have changed for the better while some have changed for the worse and the rest havent changed at all.. I dont know why, I getting all sentimental again!! Ahhh!! Must be the old-ness in me!!

Just want to say a big THANKS to all my friends who wished me so far.. Joyce, da jie(who wished yesterday, saying that she wants to be the first person to wish me..LOL!), Xinrui, Pengrui and my family.. To those who just wished me, I really appreciate it!If I didnt write your name here, sorry! 'Cause gan chiong me typed this out at 10pm, preparing for the sound of midnight and I quickly click publish post! LOL!

Last picture of the day: my angel, celebrating for me.. LOL!

12 midnight, lastest wishes: Fion, Oie oie, Ruisheng, Scze We, patchy, grace, summer, Fugui, Bobby,YeYen, Fiona, Julailah, Gio, sofa, Lafa, Romaine, Danial, Farhana, Sha, Amelia Tan, Kerin, Aishah, Jiaxin, Guiling, Jessica, Afifah, Solomon, Jeffrey, Guoxiong, Jovyn,Qiu Yi, Shannon, Heni, Dolly, Diana nugget the high one.

2009-02-09T20:52:00.007+08:00

Look look!! Here's my latest collection.. DONGHAE!! I dont know why, I've been a collective spree of lookalike Super Junior dolls.. LOL! Went to Bugis with Joyce today and we chanced upon this!! Saw Onew lookalike doll also, so cute la! But Joyce bought this for me while I bought lookalike Hankyung doll for her early birthday present.. LOL! Man.. I dont know why, the left Donghae totally looks like right Donghae!! Bought alot of stuff today at Bugis! LOVE!! For now, I'll post up Eunhyukie, Sungminnie and Donghae's togetherness! Stay tuned for EunhaeLOL!

P.S: Happy Birthday Hankyung!!!

2009-02-07T21:05:00.002+08:00

I miss my angel...

2009-02-04T23:15:00.003+08:00

Ta-da, My first ever A!! Man it feels so good to finally have a A on one of my assignments! Though it was a group project, I still feel soo happy!!! Finally, an A lei!! First time in my Poly life, I finally seen it on my report!! WOOHOOOOOOOOO!!

Today's story telling test was super lousy.. I stumbled and I actually told the wrong ending without me realising it until I went back to my seat and my friends told me!! Ahh!! Why cant I be more focused!!

Anyway, on the bus home from Grace's house today, saw this couple on the bus. Totally look alike de.. They were holding hands and both their facial expressions were the same, blur look, staring front and their mouths slightly open.. Wanted to laugh sia.. But tahan-ed! Then, it was raining mah.. So carried an umbrella and slowly walked behind this old couple also holding an umbrella. The old man was holding the umbrella while the old woman was holding his arm la.. Was thinking.. AWW... Man, so sweet, so old le still so en ai.. But then.. When they went into the shelter, the old woman started saying the old man.. Why you hold the umbrella so front huh. In front of me got people meh! See now my back wet liao. Dont know who you sheltering!! Then the old man just kept quiet sia.. Ruined my good impression of them!! LOL!

Anyway left with 2 more assignments and unofficial holidays have started! Have decided to apply for Bowen Sec and C.H.I.J's relief teaching.. Just went to check out their website and, so many things have changed! For Bowen, there are quite a number of new teachers and man do they look young. In addition, Joyce said that the students are not that rowdy anymore! If I do go there for relief teaching, I'll see it for myself!:p For C.H.I.J, I only see a few familiar faces.. Anyway, hope got space sia, I want my money!!!!!!

2009-02-03T21:52:00.005+08:00

电话里的我是不是很拙

安慰你的话不知该怎麽说

他在你的心画了一道伤口

拨开乌云朵飞来我的天空

软弱的双手换我来紧握

听你的要求呵护你的感受

安抚你的心缝合你的伤口

有我来倾听送你我的耳朵

you are my angel 飞到我左右

在你的宇宙每颗星都是我

you are my angel 陪伴我左右

就算海着火陆地都沉没爱你到最後

you are my angel 飞到我左右

在你的宇宙每颗星都是我

you are my angel 陪伴我左右

就算海着火陆地都沉没爱你到最後

多希望倒转回到时空

阻止你们相遇的时候

带着你逃脱即使我look like a fool

也许这麽做你就不会难过

you are my angel飞到我左右

在你的宇宙每颗星都是我

you are my angel 陪伴我左右

就算海着火陆地都沉没爱你到最後

P.S: Happy birthday to magnae, Kyuhyun!!

2009-02-01T19:13:00.005+08:00

It's finally the last week!! Wooohoo!! Nothing can spoil my mood!Been gambling since.. Thursday? I lost like $20+ la! Crap! Anyway, wanted to go to River Hongbao to take our yearly New Year photos but then.. There wasnt anything there so drove around until we reached the Marina Barrage! Actually nothing there also la.. Just alot of wind, making me have a partially bad hair day.. LOL!
Man...really bad hair day.. But it was super nice~ kites flying in the sky and all~~
After visiting the toilet there~ at least looks better~ And, last picture for the day~ My favourite:

It's the month of love people! So fast eh.. Still can remember last year~~ LOL! Anyway, will be back to update more.. I guess.. LOL!

P.S: I've registered for relief teaching, APPROVED!! WOOHOO!!! Money, here I come!